Thursday, January 20, 2005
ok... the year of 2005 certainly did not start out good for me BUT i'm moving on. i learned more about myself and ppl around me. i don't like it but hey, life sucks sometimes. at least i learn something from it.
i don't know why ppl usually think i am tough and strong (and i used to think the same). but, i just realized that i can be quite weak and pathetic. i can do some pretty crazy stuff that i never thought i would do. it kinda freaked me out and i don't like this new me. i hate myself turning into a paranoid, crazy person and i am putting an end to this (or at least i'm trying).
i need to thank my friends (that includes u, hunny) for being supportive in the past week. i know i scared the hell out of a few of you but i promise it won't happen again.^_^
i don't know why ppl usually think i am tough and strong (and i used to think the same). but, i just realized that i can be quite weak and pathetic. i can do some pretty crazy stuff that i never thought i would do. it kinda freaked me out and i don't like this new me. i hate myself turning into a paranoid, crazy person and i am putting an end to this (or at least i'm trying).
i need to thank my friends (that includes u, hunny) for being supportive in the past week. i know i scared the hell out of a few of you but i promise it won't happen again.^_^
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