final round
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
friday.
after that, it will be out of my control. i can only hope i will do well.
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i was so wrong in believing that the holiday season will make those people more jolly. so wrong. sometimes, i wonder if you realize the words are not just in your head. they actually come out of your mouth and people can hear you.
i am going to start keeping notes of what i wanted to say to them but couldn't when they attack me. how can an office not be a dysfunctional one when 1/3 of the people are like germs and they spread their negativeness around making me feel sick like my head is going to explode.
two and a half more months of torture. at first, i don't want april to come soon because i will miss this place but on the other hand, it will be nice to just leave here and never see the crazies ever again.
after that, it will be out of my control. i can only hope i will do well.
******
i was so wrong in believing that the holiday season will make those people more jolly. so wrong. sometimes, i wonder if you realize the words are not just in your head. they actually come out of your mouth and people can hear you.
i am going to start keeping notes of what i wanted to say to them but couldn't when they attack me. how can an office not be a dysfunctional one when 1/3 of the people are like germs and they spread their negativeness around making me feel sick like my head is going to explode.
two and a half more months of torture. at first, i don't want april to come soon because i will miss this place but on the other hand, it will be nice to just leave here and never see the crazies ever again.