counting down: 15 days!
Saturday, January 14, 2006And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days...
i'm okay. really. thank you everyone for being there for me. i am so lucky to have you guys! i luv you all!
the timing couldn't get any better. with my big holiday coming up, it gives me a perfect chance to take a step back and think certain things through. yes, a holiday is exactly what i need! when i come back, i am gonna start everything anew; whether a new job, a new goal in life, or whatever. i want... a change!
but a change is just a change. for better or for worse? i am gonna find out!
went to see doc doc yesterday. he asked me a very simple question:
"what do u see yourself doing 5 years from now?"
silence.
this is a very simple question... and yet, i don't know the answer. once i have that figured out, i'll work my way towards it. but right now, i just want a long break.
people, what do u see yourself doing 5 years from now?