I give up.
Monday, June 04, 2007
i think after weeks of observing and trying. i am officially giving up.
i am not a quitter. but it is not worth it. i have done things i wouldn't normally do and what a disappointment the outcome was. even though everyone told me to try harder, but you know what? i realize i didn't really want to go with this in the first place. so, i am calling it quits. it's over. i'm out.
i'm not saying it's never going to happen. i'm saying at this moment, i stop trying.
*exhales* i feel better now.
that means i have to question myself all over again. what DO i want?
i am not a quitter. but it is not worth it. i have done things i wouldn't normally do and what a disappointment the outcome was. even though everyone told me to try harder, but you know what? i realize i didn't really want to go with this in the first place. so, i am calling it quits. it's over. i'm out.
i'm not saying it's never going to happen. i'm saying at this moment, i stop trying.
*exhales* i feel better now.
that means i have to question myself all over again. what DO i want?