Wednesday, May 25, 2005
朋友我永遠祝福你
幾許愁 幾許憂 人生難免苦與痛
失去過 才能真正懂得去珍借和擁有
情難捨 人難留 今朝一別各西東
冷和熱 點點滴滴在心頭
願心中永遠留著我的笑容
伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬
幾許愁 幾許憂 人生難免苦與痛
失去過 才能真正懂得去珍借和擁有
情難捨 人難留 今朝一別各西東
冷和熱 點點滴滴在心頭
願心中永遠留著我的笑容
伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬
Star Wars III: The creation and the end
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
it was a long weekend. so i went to watch it.
never have i watched a movie that i had to get there an hour before the show started even i already bought the tickets from the night before.
i liked the movie. i think it was better than the first two episodes.
maybe because it shows the beginning of the era of Darth Vader but it is also the end of the entire Star Wars series.
in my opinion, this was a pretty sad and depressing movie.
how Anakin lost everything. well, other than the power he gained after he ended up with a monstrous appearance instead of a gorgeous Hayden’s face.
i felt like applauding at the end of the movie.
i felt like crying as well.
if you haven’t seen it, please do go. this is one of the movies that you shouldn’t miss.
may the force be with you.
now i want to watch episodes IV - VI again. maybe i'll rent them later. who's with me?
never have i watched a movie that i had to get there an hour before the show started even i already bought the tickets from the night before.
i liked the movie. i think it was better than the first two episodes.
maybe because it shows the beginning of the era of Darth Vader but it is also the end of the entire Star Wars series.
in my opinion, this was a pretty sad and depressing movie.
how Anakin lost everything. well, other than the power he gained after he ended up with a monstrous appearance instead of a gorgeous Hayden’s face.
i felt like applauding at the end of the movie.
i felt like crying as well.
if you haven’t seen it, please do go. this is one of the movies that you shouldn’t miss.
may the force be with you.
now i want to watch episodes IV - VI again. maybe i'll rent them later. who's with me?
Stress Management 101
Thursday, May 19, 2005
i’m under huge stress lately and is killing me both physically and mentally. i know a lot of u are dealing with stress at the moment too. below is a list of what i did in the past few days that i thought might help:
1. talk to your friends. and thank you for the lovely comments, emails, and phone calls. they definitely helped. ^_^
2. hop in your car and drive. i know this doesn’t sound like something i would do. but it’s exciting and adventurous when you don't know where you're gonna end up. so be spontaneous. follow the car in front of you or any nice cars u see on the road. (note to self and everyone: don’t go out in the middle of the night - or if you do, make sure to take a friend with you. or else you will get yelled at by your mom. oh, and try to do this when it’s not raining because you might end up feeling more depressed than before you left the house. and try not to get lost too.)
3. get a bolster(or anything). if you already have one, then name it. mine is ying-ying (don’t ask). talk to him/her when u feel down, depressed. share your joys, sorrows, worst fears, etc etc. (ok, i know i'm weird.)
4. watch some tv/ comedy. get some laughs. (too bad May is the finale month. kinda sad that most shows are ending.)
5. read/listen to your fav book/music. currently Harry Potter/ Il Divo
6. have dreams and believe in them. be optimistic – or at least try to.
7. go party. go crazy.
8. eat healthy/ sleep early. again, at least try to.
9. start planning a vacation/get away. just thinking about it already gets me happy. definitely gives me something to look forward to. (yay to my Mission Impossible and MI2!)
10. laugh at your own little silly incidents...
incident 1: i was watching tv in my mom’s bedroom with her talking on the phone in the background. i somehow fell asleep FACE DOWN with glasses on (what? i'm sure this must have happened to someone before?). i woke up 20 min later with a bruise on the bridge area. did I mention it hurt too? note to self: remember to take off glasses before dozing off. aii.. stupid me.
incident 2: i decided to go to bed earlier one night. normally, i would wake up before the alarm goes off, right? but no, i actually had to turn it off myself the next morning. with my eyes still closed (didn’t know why i was still feeling kinda sleepy), i changed, and even brushed my teeth. just as i was hopping around my room getting ready, i glanced over and saw the clock on my desk (not the one on my bedside that woke me). although i hadn’t put my glasses on, i was pretty sure the hour hand was pointing no where close to 7, or 6. i walked closer... WTF?? 04:50 o.O??? i searched for my cell phone and my watch, they both read 04:55. then my alarm clock again? 0710. (boo!)
apparently, my clock’s battery was dying and the clock at some point stopped for like 10 hours or so. but it obviously 死o吾斷氣 and decided to move again to finish its job. nice. no wonder i couldn’t open my eyes! in the end, i had to change again to sleep. but then it got kinda bright so i couldn’t sleep.
ok. that wasn’t funny. i was only being sarcastic. and hey, it was pretty bright at 5am so i couldn't tell!
if all of the above didn’t work. seek some professional help. pay your doc a little visit. yes, i am definitely going sometime this week...
P.S. i'm not a drug addict, or an alcoholic, or a hemp activist.
1. talk to your friends. and thank you for the lovely comments, emails, and phone calls. they definitely helped. ^_^
2. hop in your car and drive. i know this doesn’t sound like something i would do. but it’s exciting and adventurous when you don't know where you're gonna end up. so be spontaneous. follow the car in front of you or any nice cars u see on the road. (note to self and everyone: don’t go out in the middle of the night - or if you do, make sure to take a friend with you. or else you will get yelled at by your mom. oh, and try to do this when it’s not raining because you might end up feeling more depressed than before you left the house. and try not to get lost too.)
3. get a bolster(or anything). if you already have one, then name it. mine is ying-ying (don’t ask). talk to him/her when u feel down, depressed. share your joys, sorrows, worst fears, etc etc. (ok, i know i'm weird.)
4. watch some tv/ comedy. get some laughs. (too bad May is the finale month. kinda sad that most shows are ending.)
5. read/listen to your fav book/music. currently Harry Potter/ Il Divo
6. have dreams and believe in them. be optimistic – or at least try to.
7. go party. go crazy.
8. eat healthy/ sleep early. again, at least try to.
9. start planning a vacation/get away. just thinking about it already gets me happy. definitely gives me something to look forward to. (yay to my Mission Impossible and MI2!)
10. laugh at your own little silly incidents...
incident 1: i was watching tv in my mom’s bedroom with her talking on the phone in the background. i somehow fell asleep FACE DOWN with glasses on (what? i'm sure this must have happened to someone before?). i woke up 20 min later with a bruise on the bridge area. did I mention it hurt too? note to self: remember to take off glasses before dozing off. aii.. stupid me.
incident 2: i decided to go to bed earlier one night. normally, i would wake up before the alarm goes off, right? but no, i actually had to turn it off myself the next morning. with my eyes still closed (didn’t know why i was still feeling kinda sleepy), i changed, and even brushed my teeth. just as i was hopping around my room getting ready, i glanced over and saw the clock on my desk (not the one on my bedside that woke me). although i hadn’t put my glasses on, i was pretty sure the hour hand was pointing no where close to 7, or 6. i walked closer... WTF?? 04:50 o.O??? i searched for my cell phone and my watch, they both read 04:55. then my alarm clock again? 0710. (boo!)
apparently, my clock’s battery was dying and the clock at some point stopped for like 10 hours or so. but it obviously 死o吾斷氣 and decided to move again to finish its job. nice. no wonder i couldn’t open my eyes! in the end, i had to change again to sleep. but then it got kinda bright so i couldn’t sleep.
ok. that wasn’t funny. i was only being sarcastic. and hey, it was pretty bright at 5am so i couldn't tell!
if all of the above didn’t work. seek some professional help. pay your doc a little visit. yes, i am definitely going sometime this week...
P.S. i'm not a drug addict, or an alcoholic, or a hemp activist.
unwell
Thursday, May 12, 2005
yep, dad and mom are back. been gone for 2 months.
i know i'm really stressed out when i can't eat, or sleep. i'm not in the mood for anything...i just wanna snap out of it. *bangs head against the wall*
somehow i can still work, which scares me...a bit.
i need to learn to handle stress better... and fast. this is really taking a toll on my body. i can actually feel something's wrong.
i know i'm really stressed out when i can't eat, or sleep. i'm not in the mood for anything...i just wanna snap out of it. *bangs head against the wall*
somehow i can still work, which scares me...a bit.
i need to learn to handle stress better... and fast. this is really taking a toll on my body. i can actually feel something's wrong.
Listening: Home - Michael Buble (yes hunny, me too!)
Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I’ve got to go home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another summer day
has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I’ve got to go home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me